.:.Victorious Storm.:.

too weak to live, not strong enough to die

Tue, 04 Jan 2005 01:03:28 GMT

why cant i just give up? im a worthless, pathetic, miserable, useless, excuse for a human being. and i want to fucking die. but no. i have a huge pile of hw, some work for Forensics, exams start a week from Friday and i dont know how to deal. i would love to slit my wrists and go to sleep, never to wake up. or pop a whole bottle of pills and overload my body systems. and i cant. cant leave this fucking world that i dont belong in, cant undone all the pain ive caused, cant hurt anymore people. i wake every morning, knowing that i dont want to be here. i dont live for myself, i live for all the people i would hurt if i died. if i make it thru the week w/o a major freak out it'll be amazing. i can feel it coming already. even worse than it is now, that feeling of suffocating but not dying. being crushed under a blouder but still alive. my light of hope at the end of the tunnel of dispair had gone out. i cant see the point in living. why do i even try.

im too weak to live, but not strong enough to die.

Wed, 08 Dec 2004 22:09:50 GMT

GUESS WHOSE GONA BE IN SCHOOL TOMORROW?!?!?!?!?! thats rights its yours truely. cant wait to see everyone.

.katy.

I AM NOT CRAZY

Tue, 30 Nov 2004 22:35:31 GMT

its amazing how one comment from one person can turn your day upside down.

im not in a fucking loony bin, asshole. get it right.

not that he'll read this. but o well.

.katy.

Sat, 27 Nov 2004 06:04:07 GMT

<-- new icon/user pic thing. i like it. its me.

so. my thanksgiving. ok i guess. my cousins were ok and my aunts and uncles were cool as always. went shopping w/ my aun susie and cousin-in-law janette this morning. it was fun. so yea. i think im gona go watch a movie now. byes.

wow....

Sun, 21 Nov 2004 17:12:32 GMT

saturday night/very early sunday morning = most fun ive had in a while.... if ya wana know, im me. ill just say it involved sneaking out, "borrowing" my dad's car, driving to qo and the kentlands and some other stuff. :-D

Fri, 19 Nov 2004 03:39:50 GMT

my life is offically upside-down now. (but not in a 'Alice in Wonderland' kinda thing. that would be better than what is happening to me now.)

Wed, 10 Nov 2004 21:31:02 GMT

i hate my life.

Tue, 09 Nov 2004 20:41:40 GMT

haha funness.

*Thirteen random things you like*
1. food
2. friends
3. aim
4. poetry
5. guys (for the most part)
6. family
7. books
8. personal space
9. music
10. computer/internet
11. movies
12. mall
13. shopping

*Twelve Movies*

1. Star Wars (all)
2. HP 3
3. Finding Nemo
4. LOTR
5. Man on Fire
6. The Ring
7. The Italian Job
8. Van Helsing
9. Thirteen Ghosts
10. Big Fish
11. Pirates of the Caribbean
12. Spiderman 1 and 2

*Eleven Good Artists/Bands*

1. Billy Talent
2. nfg
3. Metallica
4. Coheed and Cambria
5. The Donnas
6. blink-182
7. Mary Chapin Carpenter
8. Incubus
9. RHCP
10. Papa Roach
11. Linkin Park

*Ten Things About You Physically*
1. blue eyes
2. brown hair
3. tall-ish
4. black nails
5. massive shin-guard tan from field hockey
6. lots of scars
7. 2 piercings in left ear, 3 in right
8. sprained wrist (at the moment)
9. big feet
10. pale

*Nine Good Friends* [in no order]

1. carly
2. ema
3. meghan
4. bri
5. teresa
6. matt
7. robert
8. susan
9. em

*Eight Favorite Foods*
1. pasta
2. ice cream
3. vanilla latte
4. pizza
5. tea
6. chocolate
7. diet soda
8. apple

*Seven Things You Wear Daily*
1. jewelry
2. pants
3. shirt
4. make-up
5. shoes
6. socks
7. undergarmets (lol funny word)

*Six Things That Annoy You*
1. arrogance
2. most people
3. doing stupid things for attention
4. 'pro-life anti-gay-marriage' people
5. ignorace
6. discrimination

*Five Things You Touch Daily*
1. the computer
2. the phone
3. my purse
4. the car
5. my shoes (lol i couldnt think of anything else)

*Four TV Shows You Watch*
1. Real World Philadelphia
2. Battle of the Sexes 2
3. totally obsessed
4. whatever's on that interests me basically

*Three Celebrities You Have a Crush on*
1. Tom Felton
2. Dom Monaghan
3. Ian D'Sa

*Two Things You Can't Live Without*
1. my dad
2. my religion

*Name One Thing You Want More Than Anything*
1. to be happy with myself and my life.

woo.

.tiar.

Sun, 07 Nov 2004 20:47:48 GMT

yea this is the third tim ive updated today but thats ok.

Who was the last person...
[1] You touched? my dad
[2] You talked to? my dad
[3] You hugged? my dad
[4] You instant messaged? cali
[5] You kissed? hm... duno
[6] You yelled at? dont remember
[7] You laughed with? car and matt
[8] You had a crush on? i aint telling

Name four drinks you regularly drink:
[1] diet soda
[2] water
[3] gatorade
[4] tea

Name four random facts about yourself:
[1] im turning 16 next saturday
[2] i got a new computer today
[3] im depressed
[4] i need to write that NSL paper

Have you ever...
[1] Fallen for a friend? yea
[2] Made out with JUST a friend? never
[3] Been rejected? who hasnt
[4] Been in lust? yea
[5] Used someone? nooooo
[6] Ever been used? i dont think so, but i could be wrong
[7] Cheated? no
[8] Been cheated on? not that i know of
[9] Done something you regret? regret is a wasted emotion
[10] Can you list a few of them? ...

Do you..?
[1] Color your hair? yea
[2] Have tattoos? not yet
[3] Have Piercing(s)? two in my left ear, 3 in the right
[4] Have a boy/girl friend? nope
[5] Floss daily? who the hell does?
[6] Like to groove to the music? at times
[7] Think you are cultured? nope
[8] Like to drive fast? yes. its fun.
[9] Believe in God or Devil? nope
[10] Believe in The Closet Monster? not really

Miscellaneous Questions!
[1] What should you be doing right now? writing my nsl paper
[2] What are you listening to? leann rimes
[3] Can you do anything freakish with your body? no
[4] Chicken or fish? chicken
[5] Favorite Season? autumn
[6] Is ice cream the best thing in the world? no
[7] What would your dream date be? w/ someone i really like
[8] Silver, gold or platinum? platinum
[9] Candle lit dinner in a restaurant or at home? *shrug*
[10] Roses or wild flowers? roses
[11] Silly or serious romance? both
[12] What CD is in your CD player right now? sugarcult
[13] Who was your favourite Spice Girl? i didnt like spice girls
[14] Favorite Disney Characters? eeyore and toluse (the little orange kitten from the aristocats)
[15] Favorite fast food? wendy's
[16] Favorite book(s)? Eragon, The Vampire Armand
[17] Favorite Sports teams? duno....
[18] Favorite song? Failure's Not Flattering by NFG (at the moment)
[19] What room is your computer in? the basement
[20] What is your shoe size? 9-ish
[21] Happy or Scary movies? depends
[22] What will you be when you grow up? the question should be "if you grow up"
[23] Who do you consider your best friend? carly

Sun, 07 Nov 2004 20:24:32 GMT

according to mentalhelp.net, "You appear to be suffering from moderate to severe depressive symptoms commonly associated with serious depressive disorders"

joy.

im back

Sun, 07 Nov 2004 17:51:18 GMT

finally - a computer at my house that works! gees i havent been online in so flipping long. so glad to be back. even tho the only crap ill probly write in here is how depressed i am and all that fun stuff. but o well. i turn 16 on saturday... i somehow feel like i should be more excited. 63% of aim downloaded so far. yea thats about it. ill be back.
.tiar.

Tue, 26 Oct 2004 23:21:00 GMT

wow a computer that works. yea hi all. life's been.... decent recently. field hockey's over, we had a winning season (5-4-1 if anyone wants to know). indoor track doesnt start for a few weeks so ive been riding the bus home for three days! it feels sooo weird to ride the bus... its like, i have 3 extra hrs to do whatever. and i duno wat to do w/ myself. yea anyway. that about all for now.
.tiar.

^i stole it from bri. so sue me. :-P^

Sun, 03 Oct 2004 15:16:31 GMT

omgs i havent been able to get online in like forever. my comp at home is being a fucktard. yea ive been kinda down lately. but i think its better now. im at tefis i slept over last night along w/ other ppls. omgs someone called the cops last night cuz some ppl were being loud nearby and hunter and i were sitting outside and they came over and talked to us and were like 'have u seen any kids marooning around?' (lmao, wtf, marooning around???) and yea they were really scary. and that was my story for the day. and yea. hmm. football game was on friday, we won haha stupid damacus. yea for some reason i was crying at the football game it was odd. yesterday i went shopping w/ teresa and pallavi it was fun. and yea im done. ~tiar

Sun, 19 Sep 2004 05:58:17 GMT

how the hell is it already 2 am??? ah well whatever. today (meaning saturday, which was technically yesterday, but ya get the point.) i went to michelle's house at 7:30 w/ matt and carly . we attempted to play pool but that didnt work so well. and then we watched pirates of the caribbean. got home at like midnight. and yea. im probly gona go watch another movie or something. lol last i time this happened i was up till 5 am. fun stuffs.

Thu, 16 Sep 2004 01:02:39 GMT

well i think today was a good day. i happened to like having practice in the rain, i thought it was fun. there is absolutly NO reason for me to be feeling down and yet im like a quater of a cenitmeter close to cutting. but i wont. for kara. *sigh* im just gona watch movies all night and try to feel better about stuff.

teresa was telling me today that im paranoid. hells no im not. he definetly thinks im a bitch, and hes not gona admit it for whatever reason, to me or her, cuz he knows that it would get back to me. and shes definitly lost respect for me. well, ya kno what, im sry that i had a good time and that i had some unexpected consequences, but im not like u and if i chose to go out and do that, thats really none of ur business. and yea im gona stop b4 i go into spazism of anger. peace. ~tiar

Sun, 12 Sep 2004 19:02:05 GMT

im sry im a bitch. im sry that i have like no self esteem. im sry that i cut. im sry that i dont agree with u. im sry that im not fake happy nice all the time. im sry that i hate big gatherings. im sry that i refuse to be ur defintion of normal. im sry that i think so much. im sry that i like to be alone. im sry that i trust too much. im sry that i talk too much. im sry that i share every experiance with everyone. im sry that i daydream so much. im sry for being true to myself.

no im fucking not. thats who i fucking am and ya kno what, if it bothers u than fucking leave me alone cuz im not gona change for you.

i AM sorry that im not a good friend, and that i dont try hard enough to be there for anyone who needs me. i AM sorry that ive let ppl down. i AM sry that i havent been as dedicated to my religion as i should be. i am gona try to do better.

~tiar

Tue, 07 Sep 2004 00:10:57 GMT

omgs. today was so much fuckin fun. but im so screwed when i get to school tomorrow.
dammit.

Wed, 01 Sep 2004 00:37:43 GMT

ive made it an objective of mine not to let other ppl get me down. i dont mean like other ppl making me feel bad about myself cuz theyre teasing me or watevr, but i have this tendancy that wen one of my friends is feeling depressed or something and they tell me about it, i start to feel depressed too. and then im like wait, i have no reason to be depressed. and it sux, cuz the depression "gene" runs in my family, so im more prone to it than other ppl. so yea. the only reason im not feeling good right now is cuz i just had a lactose reaction to the milkshake i had at dinner. but im also trying not to pretend to be happy when im not cuz i kno i did that a lot last year and im tired of being fake. so yea. im done now.

Sun, 29 Aug 2004 23:18:38 GMT

well i actually enjoyed my last day of summer. went to brunch w/ my dad, then went to a movie w/ t, went back to t's house, talked and listened to music, dyed her hair, came home. i guess im as ready as ill b for school. saw susan and em walking em's dog when t's dad was driving me home. dude ive missed t. she and i talked about so much. and yea im done. ~tiar

Fri, 27 Aug 2004 17:19:35 GMT

ive got field hockey practice from 2:30 to 4-ish today (YAY!! SHORT PRACTICE!!!!) cuz weve got pictures. sunday t and i r goin to see 'vanity fair' aw i miss her i havent seen t in a while. yesterday i went shopping w/ my dad and got my homecoming dress. which was actually a complete accident since i was just browsing and decided to try it one and i like fell in love w/ it. and yea thats about all. buhbyes. ~tiar

Thu, 26 Aug 2004 14:24:54 GMT

first semster schedule

pd 1 - algebra 2 w/ analysis (taylor)
pd 2 - hon english (schorr)
pd 3 - hon biology (smith)
pd 4 - hon chem
pd 5 - orchestra (orifici)
pd 6 - hon spanish 3 (reilly)
pd 7 - hon nsl

second semsters messed up tho.

Thu, 26 Aug 2004 00:22:32 GMT

bored. sore. half dancing to the radio. trying to get thru to teresa, but her phones busy. kinda hyper. need ta practice fulte. also need ta work on those reading things. damn, school starts in like 4 days. *sneezes* stupid allergies. so annoying. ye im done. buhbyes. ~tiar

Sun, 22 Aug 2004 21:21:27 GMT

ive figured something out. i figured out why i have like no social life and why i feel like i have no friends. the ppl who actually go out and do stuff and have fun are the ppl w/ best friends (or a significant other but thats beside the point). caitlin and kylie, bri and em, teresa and pallavi, ema and tefi, etc, etc. and im sure it great to have someone like that that u can tell everything but the person i consider to be my "best friend" is like five hundred miles away and i havent seen her in like 2 years. and it sucks. but whatever. its not like i can control that.

stupid depression genes. so fucking annoying.

~tiar

Sun, 22 Aug 2004 03:46:37 GMT

ABOUT YOU
Your full name::
kathryn ginnis

Age::
15

Height::
5' 5"

Natural hair colour::
auburnish brown. now its a kinda messed up black. it needs to be redyed.

Eye colour::
blue w/ a tiny bit of green

Number of siblings::
none

Glasses/contacts?::
contacts

Piercings::
3 in each ear

Tattoos::
not yet

Braces?::
nope

FAVOURITE

Colour::
black

Band::
billy talent

Song::
someday by nickelback or hate every beautiful day by sugarcult

Stuffed animal::
teddy bears, aw their so cute

Video game::
muppets racing lmao

TV show::
suvivor

Movie::
lotr

Book::
shatterglass or eragon

Food::
quesadilla

Game on a cell phone::
snake

CD cover::
uh

Flower::
purple rose

Scent::
guys colnge or insence

Animal::
whales

Comic book::
haha megatokyo

Cereal::
cinnamon toast thingy

Website::
dont care

Cartoon::
scoobby doo!

DO YOU

Play an instrument?::
flute

Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?::
nope

Like to sing?::
kinda

Have a job?::
not really

Have a cell phone?::
yep

Like to play sports?::
field hockey

Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?::
nope

Have a crush on someone?::
nope

Live somewhere NOT in the united states?::
nope

Have more than 5 TVs in your house?::
theres 4 tvs in my house - and only two ppl. how much sense does that make??

Have any special talents/skills?::
cartomancy

Excercise daily?::
field hockey practice

Like school?::
kinda

CAN YOU

Sing the alphabet backwards?::
nope

Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?::
yea

Speak any other languages?::
some spanish and l33t

Go a day without food?::
yep

Stay up for more than 24 hours?::
yep

Read music, not just tabs?::
yep

Roll your tongue?::
nope

Eat a whole pizza?::
nooo

HAVE YOU EVER

Snuck out of the house?::
yea

Cried to get out of trouble?::
lol yea

Gotten lost in your city?::
nope

Seen a shooting star?::
yep

Been to any other countries besides the united states?::
no

Had a serious surgery?::
i had my tonsils removed

Stolen something important to someone else?::
nope

Solved a rubiks cube?::
nope

Gone out in public in your pajamas?::
yep

Cried over a girl?::
no

Cried over a boy?::
yea

Kissed a random stranger?::
nope

Hugged a random stranger?::
nope

Been in a fist fight?::
nope

Been arrested?::
nope

Done drugs?::
nope

Had alcohol?::
yea

Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?::
lol yes

Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?::
yep

Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?::
nope

Swore at your parents?::
nope

Been to warped tour?::
YES OMGS IT WAS SO FUCKING AWESOME

Kicked a guy where it hurts?::
uhh yea

Been in love?::
nope

Been close to love?::
yea

Been to a casino?::
yea (in nc - they had this little day care center thing lol i was like 5)

Ran over an animal and killed it?::
nope

Broken a bone?::
yea, my wrist

Gotten stitches?::
nope

Had a waterballoon fight in winter?::
lol yes

Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?::
nope

Made homemade muffins?::
nope

Bitten someone?::
yea

Been to disneyland/disneyworld?::
yep

More than 5 times?::
nope

Been to niagra falls?::
no but i wana

Burped in someones face?::
no thats gross

Gotten the chicken pox?::
nope i got the vacine

WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU

Brushed your teeth::
this morning

Went to the bathroom::
i duno a few hours ago....?

Saw a movie in theaters::
yesterday, w/o a paddle

Read a book::
today

Had a snow day::
winter.......when else?

Had a party::
december w/ tefi

Had a slumber party::
duno

Made fun of someone::
yesterday

Tripped in front of someone::
lmao i fell over after the scrimmage trying to get my shin guard off

Went to the grocery store::
last week

Got sick::
couple of months ago

Cursed::
this morning

PICK ONE

Fruit/vegetables::
fruit (MANGOES!!)

Black/white::
black

Lights on/lights off::
off

TV/movie::
movie

Car/truck::
suv

Body spray/lotion::
lotion

Cash/check::
cash

Pillows/blankets::
pillows

Headache/stomach ache::
headache

Paint/charcoal::
paint

Chinese food/mexican food::
mexican

Summer/winter::
summer

Snow/rain::
rain

Fog/misty::
misty (on top of mountains its so pretty)

Rock/rap::
rock

Meat/vegetarian::
meat

Boy/girl::
dudes

Chocolate/vanilla::
chocolate

Sprinkles/icing::
icing

Cake/pie::
cake

French toast/french fries::
french toast

Strawberries/blueberries::
strawberries

Ocean/swimming pool::
ocean

Hugs/kisses::
kisses

Cookies/muffins::
cookies

p33n/bewbz::
i wont ask. and i wont answer, since i duno what it means.

Wallet/pocket::
wallet

Window/door::
window

Emo/goth::
goth

Pink/purple::
dark purple

Cat/dog::
im a cat person

Long sleeve/short sleeve::
short

Pants/shorts::
pants

Winter break/spring break::
whichever is longer

Spring/autumn::
autumn

Clouds/clear sky::
clouds

Moon/mars::
moon

FRIENDSHIP

How many friends do you have?::
some

What are their names?::
how bout not

Do you have a best friend?::
not really unless u count sarah in nc

Have you ever liked one of your friends?::
yea

Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?::
chicks

Have you ever lost a friend?:
yea

Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?::
lol yea i went to six flags w/ ema in like 7th grade

Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?::
duno

Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?::
yea

Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?::
duno, maybe dying teresa hair

Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?::
stoped me from hurting myself, helped me realize how stupid i was being, lots of other stuff im sure

Do you miss any of your old friends?::
yea, i dont really kno tefi or ema anymore

What friend have you known the longest?::
sarah

Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?::
regret is a wasted emotion

If so, what is it?::
^^

How often do you spend time with your friends?::
not enough

Do any of your friends drive?::
yea

Has a friend of yours ever died?::
nope

Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?::
far too many to even think about

What do you think your friends think of you?::
i wouldnt kno

LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP

Have you ever been in love?::
nope

If you have, with who?::
^^

Are you single?::
yea

Are you in a relationship?::
well, if im single, then i cant be in a relationship.

If so, for how long?::
^^

Do you believe there is someone for everyone?::
yea

What is your idea of the best date?::
being together wen both ppl r happy

What was your first kiss like?::
short

How old were you when you got your first kiss?::
14

Do you think love is a load of shit?::
kinda

Whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex?::
not going there, bad memories

If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?::
two

Have you ever been dumped?::
yep

Have you ever dumped someone?::
nope

Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?::
erm.

WORD ASSOCIATION

Slippers::
bunny

Hat::
baseball

Hard::
soft

Free::
sky

Space::
stars

Taste::
food

Good charlotte::
eh.

Red::
blood

Deep::
meaingful

Heart::
break

Cord::
bungee jumping

Cheese::
crackers

Rain::
calming

Work::
difficult

Pedal::
biking

Head::
hair

Bed::
sleep

Fluff::
clouds

Hardcore::
music

Race::
winning

Knife::
blood

Jump::
rope

I....
am::
sore

want::
to not be alone any more

need::
faith

crave::
food

love::
nature

hate::
discrimination

did::
field hockey practice

feel::
incomplete

miss::
the past. which sux and i need to stop

am annoyed by::
ppl. and bush.

would rather::
be sleeping

am tired of::
stupid people. and bush.

will always::
have my faith

SILLY STUFF

What is your favourite genre of music?::
metal, rock, alternative

What time is it now?::
1130 pm

What day is it?::
saturday

Whens the last time you called someone?::
few hours ago

How much money do you have right now?::
like 15 bucks

Are you hungry?::
kinda

Whatcha doin?::
this thing and listening to music

Do you like parades?::
not really

Do you like the moon?::
yep

What are you going to do when youre done with this?::
watch a movie or read

Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?::
sure

If you could have any magical power what would it be?::
telling the future and reading ppl's minds

Have you ever had a picnic?::
yep - i was like 6

Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?::
nope

What about sock em boppers?::
nope

Are you wearing any socks right now?::
nope

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE

funny?::
kinda

pretty?::
when i try

sarcastic?::
very

lazy?::
kinda

hyper?::
lol yep

friendly?::
sorta

evil?::
yep

smart?::
at times

strong?::
emotionally, yes

talented?::
kinda

dorky?::
sure

ASSOCIATE THESE WORDS WITH SOMEONE YOU KNOW (or dont know)

high::
stoners at school

skip::
alex k and carly

Dance::
britti and susan

lonely::
me

pen::
matt

flower::
my granmother

window::
my cats - they like to sit in the windows

psycho::
libby

brain freeze::
blondie

orange::
swapna (she had an orange at the scrimmage)

sassy::
deanna

jelly::
carly and matt and libby

love::
my friends in relationships

FOR OR AGAINST

suicide::
for

love::
for

drunk drivers::
against

airplanes::
for

war::
against

canada::
for

united states::
even tho we r incredibly stupid, for

rock music::
FOR

gay marriage::
for

school::
for

surveys::
for

parents::
for (my dad is awesome)

cars::
for

killing::
only in self defense

britney spears::
doesnt really matter

coffee::
for

pants::
for

WOULD YOU EVER

Sky dive?::
yes

Play strip poker?::
depends on who i was with

Run away?::
no my dad understands me

Curse at a teacher?::
no

Not take a shower for a week?::
never thats gross

Ask someone out?::
yea

Lie to someone to make them think better of you?::
no

Visit a foreign country for more than a month?::
yes

Go scuba diving?::
yes

Write a book?::
sure

Become a rockstar?::
no

Have casual sex?::
maybe

LAST QUESTIONS

What shampoo do you use?::
suave

Whens the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?::
gods. trying to forget.

What kind of computer do you have?::
mac

What grade are you in?::
10

Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?::
no, i use m&m's

Or just make out?::
if i had ne1 to make out w/ i would. so leave me alone.

How many posters do you have in your room?::
two

How many cds do you have?::
too many to count

What time is it now?::
1146pm

that was fun.

Fri, 20 Aug 2004 20:10:30 GMT

i hate being sunburned. its annoying. i wana do stuff w/ ppl on saturday night. just cuz summers almost over and yea. we tied the scrimmage against seneca 0-0. its was fun. even tho i didnt do all that much. except yell. appearantly, its my job to yell at ppl. haha. i wont complain about that lol. gah we had to play in all black for the scrimmage and it was at least 90 degrees outside. reallllllly fucking hot. i like driving w/o shoes its fun. haha. i win. shut up. yes i do.

i have problems.

buhbyes.